That night they found you
In the park laying in blood
With your hoodie on, almost covering your face
I saw you at the hospital bed and you looked comfortable even though you were in so much pain
It reminded me of all the times we would take the bus so early, so so early in the brisk mornings
And you'd be so sleepy, so so sleepy and warm
You were always so warm
With your head inside your hoodie
Looking like a baby
And I'd giggle and give you kisses on your nose
Because I loved your nose the most
And you'd sort or squeeze my thigh and say something about my jeans. How they are too tight or how there are "waaay too many rips."
And we would sit there silent just occasionally reading each others thoughts like it was nothing, just reading the way you'd read an ad on the bus
And I knew you were too good to be true
Because I felt like I was always dreaming around you
And I didn't think someone would make you go, make you leave me like this
And I didn't think the best memories of you would come so suddenly, in waves just to flood my whole body with this bad aching, such bad aching that felt like it was stealing years from my life...
And I really wanted it to, really really wanted it to.
Dec 15, 2015
Dec 15, 2015 at 12:07 AM UTC
That night they found you
In the park laying in blood
With your hoodie on, almost covering your face
I saw you at the hospital bed and you looked comfortable even though you were in so much pain
It reminded me of all the times we would take the bus so early, so so early in the brisk mornings
And you'd be so sleepy, so so sleepy and warm
You were always so warm
With your head inside your hoodie
Looking like a baby
And I'd giggle and give you kisses on your nose
Because I loved your nose the most
And you'd sort or squeeze my thigh and say something about my jeans. How they are too tight or how there are "waaay too many rips."
And we would sit there silent just occasionally reading each others thoughts like it was nothing, just reading the way you'd read an ad on the bus
And I knew you were too good to be true
Because I felt like I was always dreaming around you
And I didn't think someone would make you go, make you leave me like this
And I didn't think the best memories of you would come so suddenly, in waves just to flood my whole body with this bad aching, such bad aching that felt like it was stealing years from my life...
And I really wanted it to, really really wanted it to.
