Don’t stand so close to me
God knows I hate you for it
standing miles high and reaching down
arms stretched out in the 2am
screaming *pull yourself up god ******
but my flailing hand passes through yours
like some sort of hologram
leave a message after the beep—you're not there
my nails are filled with dirt from the grave I’m digging
because hello my name is Atlas
and I got this world on my shoulders
it weighs four years
and they call it high school
they colored me Goliath
—some intellectual behemoth
and potential equals mgh, variable being height
but David felled me in an empty forest
and I didn’t make a sound
they rushed me toward a hospital
morphine (or was it lexapro?)
running through leaking veins
sir, her GPA is flat lining
please just let her go
but I keep thinking of that song
Pale Green Things
and--what happened to my baby?!--
my grandmother getting the call
so I’ll let my spine tear through my rice paper back
as I curl up to hold it in
and hope to God
that some other kid
will bring in his daddy’s paranoia
(hidden in a cardboard box beneath the bed)
to show and tell
and he’d let me take a little lead home
please not in the head
I never liked a mess
Mar 9, 2013
Mar 9, 2013 at 5:55 PM UTC
Don’t stand so close to me
God knows I hate you for it
standing miles high and reaching down
arms stretched out in the 2am
screaming *pull yourself up god ******
but my flailing hand passes through yours
like some sort of hologram
leave a message after the beep—you're not there
my nails are filled with dirt from the grave I’m digging
because hello my name is Atlas
and I got this world on my shoulders
it weighs four years
and they call it high school
they colored me Goliath
—some intellectual behemoth
and potential equals mgh, variable being height
but David felled me in an empty forest
and I didn’t make a sound
they rushed me toward a hospital
morphine (or was it lexapro?)
running through leaking veins
sir, her GPA is flat lining
please just let her go
but I keep thinking of that song
Pale Green Things
and--what happened to my baby?!--
my grandmother getting the call
so I’ll let my spine tear through my rice paper back
as I curl up to hold it in
and hope to God
that some other kid
will bring in his daddy’s paranoia
(hidden in a cardboard box beneath the bed)
to show and tell
and he’d let me take a little lead home
please not in the head
I never liked a mess
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