I wasn't prepared for this
emotions hit like weather
sudden and unforgiving
tears falling before I could react
I always believed
id rather be too much
than not enough
but now i hesitate
measuring the weight of my own heart
each second feels like an eternity
each heartbeat stabs deeper
as if my body is learning
how fragile it can be
your fragrances still rests on
places you left it
my heart still beating in the rhythm
we borrowed from each other
maybe i jumped recklessly into us
maybe i handed you
the shape of someone I've been waiting for
before asking if you could hold it
now the silence trembles
i move carefully
afraid this feeling might be stillborn
i move like glass
afraid one breath might shatter me
you dont know how to feel
thats funny because neither do i
thats one more we share
i only know
my heart aches with every breath
now i count seconds like prayers
i wait
not frozen but open
carrying what i feel
until time decides what it becomes
Dec 21, 2025
Dec 21, 2025 at 4:31 PM UTC
I wasn't prepared for this
emotions hit like weather
sudden and unforgiving
tears falling before I could react
I always believed
id rather be too much
than not enough
but now i hesitate
measuring the weight of my own heart
each second feels like an eternity
each heartbeat stabs deeper
as if my body is learning
how fragile it can be
your fragrances still rests on
places you left it
my heart still beating in the rhythm
we borrowed from each other
maybe i jumped recklessly into us
maybe i handed you
the shape of someone I've been waiting for
before asking if you could hold it
now the silence trembles
i move carefully
afraid this feeling might be stillborn
i move like glass
afraid one breath might shatter me
you dont know how to feel
thats funny because neither do i
thats one more we share
i only know
my heart aches with every breath
now i count seconds like prayers
i wait
not frozen but open
carrying what i feel
until time decides what it becomes
just feeling overwhelmed