The starlings rising from the fields,
white sky and bare trees that are almost purple
from a distance.
A certain tint in the light,
sad in the way a happy memory
can be sad.
Have I fed your ghost because
it makes me feel deep and depleted,
the way starlings and November
fields make me feel?
A peek at the mystery;
alive in that melancholy.
Are things that are beautiful to me
always sad?
Is that why I built a museum for my
love of you?
Framed my evidence in gold
and set the times we’ve touched
under plexiglass?
A personal history,
a relic to marvel.
In museums you can live in your head.
Love is easy because
symbols mean something.
I press my lips to the print of yours
on the glass you left at my table,
while my husband sits in the other room.
Birds rise from the fields,
my soul feels far away.
Oct 19, 2018
Oct 19, 2018 at 3:17 PM UTC
The starlings rising from the fields,
white sky and bare trees that are almost purple
from a distance.
A certain tint in the light,
sad in the way a happy memory
can be sad.
Have I fed your ghost because
it makes me feel deep and depleted,
the way starlings and November
fields make me feel?
A peek at the mystery;
alive in that melancholy.
Are things that are beautiful to me
always sad?
Is that why I built a museum for my
love of you?
Framed my evidence in gold
and set the times we’ve touched
under plexiglass?
A personal history,
a relic to marvel.
In museums you can live in your head.
Love is easy because
symbols mean something.
I press my lips to the print of yours
on the glass you left at my table,
while my husband sits in the other room.
Birds rise from the fields,
my soul feels far away.
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