It’s one eleven,
and the night is a newborn without a name.
My thoughts have a clarity,
a purity,
an emptiness,
that is too fragile for daylight.
I am Zen,
I am centered;
[a little left of center, now]
I am scattered across the dusty facets of my life
like renegade marbles from a child’s palm,
so that I can see every moment like one might
see a city from a parachute.
There is something beautiful about being awake
while the world sleeps,
like I’ve just come through a tunnel from China.
[Which reminds me of the Buddhist symbol
tattooed on your left wrist.]
Like an animal from its cage,
I hang around and chase my tail—
I don’t know what to make of this freedom.
Cartwheels in the halls?
Salsa in the kitchen?
Tiptoe to the bathroom,
coax an ocean from the taps?
Float on a pillowcase, make myself small,
slide under the door to kiss you in your sleep,
and d i s a p p e a r
like the echo of a priest bouncing off sleepy Sunday sighs,
only there to rub from your eyes
when the morning comes,
as the night curls up and dies?
May 24, 2012
May 24, 2012 at 11:43 PM UTC
It’s one eleven,
and the night is a newborn without a name.
My thoughts have a clarity,
a purity,
an emptiness,
that is too fragile for daylight.
I am Zen,
I am centered;
[a little left of center, now]
I am scattered across the dusty facets of my life
like renegade marbles from a child’s palm,
so that I can see every moment like one might
see a city from a parachute.
There is something beautiful about being awake
while the world sleeps,
like I’ve just come through a tunnel from China.
[Which reminds me of the Buddhist symbol
tattooed on your left wrist.]
Like an animal from its cage,
I hang around and chase my tail—
I don’t know what to make of this freedom.
Cartwheels in the halls?
Salsa in the kitchen?
Tiptoe to the bathroom,
coax an ocean from the taps?
Float on a pillowcase, make myself small,
slide under the door to kiss you in your sleep,
and d i s a p p e a r
like the echo of a priest bouncing off sleepy Sunday sighs,
only there to rub from your eyes
when the morning comes,
as the night curls up and dies?