Do I ever cross your mind
When you’re with her?
When you’re staring into her eyes
Do mine ever flash through your mind?
When she laughs
Does it hurt?
That its so much different than mine?
Does it hurt you like it hurts me
When you cross my mind
I don’t want you to hurt
But I need to know it was real
And I can’t keep coping pretending I’m fine
I need to know
Can you still feel my hands
On your skin?
And do you remember me
When it’s her you’re holding?
I know you can’t forget
That night it became real
Because it replays over and over In my mind
Like movie reel
I don’t want to go back
I just need to know
Am I fooling myself?
Do I need to let go?
Will you let me go?
Oct 13, 2018
Oct 13, 2018 at 9:35 PM UTC
Do I ever cross your mind
When you’re with her?
When you’re staring into her eyes
Do mine ever flash through your mind?
When she laughs
Does it hurt?
That its so much different than mine?
Does it hurt you like it hurts me
When you cross my mind
I don’t want you to hurt
But I need to know it was real
And I can’t keep coping pretending I’m fine
I need to know
Can you still feel my hands
On your skin?
And do you remember me
When it’s her you’re holding?
I know you can’t forget
That night it became real
Because it replays over and over In my mind
Like movie reel
I don’t want to go back
I just need to know
Am I fooling myself?
Do I need to let go?
Will you let me go?
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