All I want to do is good...
But at every turn I take
It seems its always a mistake
Even when I'm right
it seems I'm wrong
The words I use never come out straight
I talk in circles and encryptions
That no one understands
Not even me.
I can't tell you how I feel
Not because its not real
But the reason is,
You wouldn't understand
Because I don't understand
why my head is in my hands
I don't know how to say,
How I feel,
I don't know how to portray
With words
Whats in my heart
Whats in my mind
You can search
But I don't know what you'll find
We are really in a bind
Blaming ourselves for the others pain
Are we both blind
Well
Its not you
Its purely me in my problem
Though you'll find a way to blame yourself
No matter what I do, I blame myself
For not helping, or doing more
When I've done all I can
If I'm not helping I am hurting
You have said this yourself
What would you say to me if I said it back
It wouldn't matter now
Because it wouldn't be applied
I can say to you,
Then you turn around and say to me
But the both of us are stuck in a circle
and we are going round and round or so it seems
and we both ar blind to ourselves
we only see the bad
we don't see all we have
we don't take our own advice
.
Dec 19, 2012
Dec 19, 2012 at 9:47 PM UTC
All I want to do is good...
But at every turn I take
It seems its always a mistake
Even when I'm right
it seems I'm wrong
The words I use never come out straight
I talk in circles and encryptions
That no one understands
Not even me.
I can't tell you how I feel
Not because its not real
But the reason is,
You wouldn't understand
Because I don't understand
why my head is in my hands
I don't know how to say,
How I feel,
I don't know how to portray
With words
Whats in my heart
Whats in my mind
You can search
But I don't know what you'll find
We are really in a bind
Blaming ourselves for the others pain
Are we both blind
Well
Its not you
Its purely me in my problem
Though you'll find a way to blame yourself
No matter what I do, I blame myself
For not helping, or doing more
When I've done all I can
If I'm not helping I am hurting
You have said this yourself
What would you say to me if I said it back
It wouldn't matter now
Because it wouldn't be applied
I can say to you,
Then you turn around and say to me
But the both of us are stuck in a circle
and we are going round and round or so it seems
and we both ar blind to ourselves
we only see the bad
we don't see all we have
we don't take our own advice
.
