i want someone to cradle me
someone to bathe my body of myself
someone to run a warm washcloth over my hips and wash away the hurt.
to cluck soothingly.
or be silent.
to take my hands in theirs and guide them away from me.
bend over me in the bath
i am helpless
a child in a woman's body
scrub my back.
get a mug from the kitchen and use it to pour the water over my head like some sort of baptism.
i dont care if the shampoo gets in my eyes
I'll keep them shut.
It will sting like going back in time
once your arms tire of dipping, filling, and pouring again and again,
give me your hand and i will get out.
I'll hold the towel close.
hugging it around my arms like some sort of bat when it sleeps
only im not really upside down
the water will drip from my hair onto the tile.
I will shiver and it will be welcome.
Nov 19, 2017
Nov 19, 2017 at 1:19 PM UTC
i want someone to cradle me
someone to bathe my body of myself
someone to run a warm washcloth over my hips and wash away the hurt.
to cluck soothingly.
or be silent.
to take my hands in theirs and guide them away from me.
bend over me in the bath
i am helpless
a child in a woman's body
scrub my back.
get a mug from the kitchen and use it to pour the water over my head like some sort of baptism.
i dont care if the shampoo gets in my eyes
I'll keep them shut.
It will sting like going back in time
once your arms tire of dipping, filling, and pouring again and again,
give me your hand and i will get out.
I'll hold the towel close.
hugging it around my arms like some sort of bat when it sleeps
only im not really upside down
the water will drip from my hair onto the tile.
I will shiver and it will be welcome.
