i live in spain now
miriam as you know
in an andalucian village
(with it´s ubiquitous castle..)
i only meant to stay a week
but have been here 26 years
or so-such is life..
with my canadian wife
though not married i
think of us so..
(it is in the mind?)
a reformed alcoholic for 32 years-
the mornings are glorious
i work at my music and read..
the swallows have returned
and fly just above our heads..
i have changed so much
my own mother did nt recognise me-
literally-the change has been so gradual,
of course..
ii
so, i think back to the angel
for example-before and after
o i was miserable..
the word lost is inescapable
in fact, non-existant might be
more accurate..
the thatcher years..though through her
i felt hate..and travelled..so that was alright
there is a future..
May 19
May 19, 2026 at 5:23 AM UTC
i live in spain now
miriam as you know
in an andalucian village
(with it´s ubiquitous castle..)
i only meant to stay a week
but have been here 26 years
or so-such is life..
with my canadian wife
though not married i
think of us so..
(it is in the mind?)
a reformed alcoholic for 32 years-
the mornings are glorious
i work at my music and read..
the swallows have returned
and fly just above our heads..
i have changed so much
my own mother did nt recognise me-
literally-the change has been so gradual,
of course..
ii
so, i think back to the angel
for example-before and after
o i was miserable..
the word lost is inescapable
in fact, non-existant might be
more accurate..
the thatcher years..though through her
i felt hate..and travelled..so that was alright
there is a future..