I had a dream I killed you.
Threw knives at your fat chest,
held you under the bath
water when you were a baby.
Pinched your nose and covered
your mouth with a pillow,
gave you a razor and made you
do it yourself.
I woke up cold and strangely calm.
I woke up tired of both of us.
And under the yellowed, motheaten blankets,
I realized:
it was what we’d both always wanted.
Nov 8, 2016
Nov 8, 2016 at 3:21 PM UTC
I had a dream I killed you.
Threw knives at your fat chest,
held you under the bath
water when you were a baby.
Pinched your nose and covered
your mouth with a pillow,
gave you a razor and made you
do it yourself.
I woke up cold and strangely calm.
I woke up tired of both of us.
And under the yellowed, motheaten blankets,
I realized:
it was what we’d both always wanted.
