Feeling an anger that rumbles and rolls in my stomach
as it plots to ***** out fire-y words of disappointment
Trying to tame the flames that tear through my intestines and
rage deep into my heart tissue
I am so angry at you. I am so angry
So heated
I am sweating, I am crying, I am melting,
I am swimming through myself and
my personal pits of fire
I desperately want your cool water to put me out
but you’ve refilled yourself with flammable lies that fuel my wildfires to grow
so big they decimate me
I wonder why there aren’t any sirens,
why isn’t there anyone
to extinguish this feeling inferno
But you are the fireman and
you’ve quit your job
so I am left here to burn myself to the ground, I am left to become ashes and soot
Indistinguishable bits and pieces of myself cover the floor, sitting in one big ashy pile,
but the flame is extinguished.
Why did you feed me fire
if you know how much it burns?
Nov 22, 2021
Nov 22, 2021 at 7:23 PM UTC
Feeling an anger that rumbles and rolls in my stomach
as it plots to ***** out fire-y words of disappointment
Trying to tame the flames that tear through my intestines and
rage deep into my heart tissue
I am so angry at you. I am so angry
So heated
I am sweating, I am crying, I am melting,
I am swimming through myself and
my personal pits of fire
I desperately want your cool water to put me out
but you’ve refilled yourself with flammable lies that fuel my wildfires to grow
so big they decimate me
I wonder why there aren’t any sirens,
why isn’t there anyone
to extinguish this feeling inferno
But you are the fireman and
you’ve quit your job
so I am left here to burn myself to the ground, I am left to become ashes and soot
Indistinguishable bits and pieces of myself cover the floor, sitting in one big ashy pile,
but the flame is extinguished.
Why did you feed me fire
if you know how much it burns?
#intense #anger #disappointment #sad #bpd #splitting #mentalhealth #fire #relationship