It's more like a rush of fear and a wave of relief all at once, wanting it to end but not wanting to let go even if times are difficult, it's a bitter and sweet feeling caught in a pool of mixed emotions I cannot describe & I'm drowning in it and I'm not trying to save myself.
Dec 25, 2013
Dec 25, 2013 at 2:03 AM UTC
It's more like a rush of fear and a wave of relief all at once, wanting it to end but not wanting to let go even if times are difficult, it's a bitter and sweet feeling caught in a pool of mixed emotions I cannot describe & I'm drowning in it and I'm not trying to save myself.
