Just when i thought
im near the end of the tunnel
You pull me back and
get me spiraling in the darkness
Just when i thought
im near the shore
You drag me under and
drown me anytime you pleases
Just when I thought
i build my walls thicker
and stronger, once again
You blow it to the ground
and turn it into ashes
Jul 26, 2018
Jul 26, 2018 at 4:20 AM UTC
Just when i thought
im near the end of the tunnel
You pull me back and
get me spiraling in the darkness
Just when i thought
im near the shore
You drag me under and
drown me anytime you pleases
Just when I thought
i build my walls thicker
and stronger, once again
You blow it to the ground
and turn it into ashes
Havent written anything in so long, been focusing making art.
But i honestly thought ive recovered and already living my best life, i can feel myself spiraling again and i feel like im back to square one. All my progress, gone? I had to triple the dose of my sedative hoping my anxiety and negative feelings will just go away when i sleep it off. Worst is im not sure why im feeling like this again when i thought im feeling so much better.
Sorry for the long note: i had to let it out.
All the love, gen.
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