I open the door, the wind blows
and that that graphite bear flies out
on to the street, and I give chase,
I don't know why, but I don't think I could live without
It's just a picture, but it means so much to me,
I flip the sheet, "I love you",
**** I instantly begin to choke,
My eyelids become a reservoir of heartbreak and pain
when the tears start to fill them, and they won't drain,
Why is this so hard?
I think I dropped my guard,
I never knew I could be so broken,
Yet, not a word has been spoken,
Nobody knows that I've become hollow,
The missing part seems to far away now,
I'm chasing it like a present with a bow
as if it's gonna wait for me under that tree in the morning,
I must come off as pretty pathetic as you read this,
Why would anyone ever allow themselves to drop this low?
I don't even know, but it's like my feet are in the snow
I wanna pull them out, but I can't, but why?
Probably for the same reason I can't bring myself to throw away
these pictures that I've kept from you,
Probably for the same reason that I cherish these things so much,
The same reason why I'm holding these ******* things so close to my heart,
And that's another thing, these pictures are paradoxical,
They're the only thing that seems to make me happy,
Yet every time I look at them, my emotions seem to burst from my insides,
The tears start falling from my face, my heart starts to race,
I wish you could just see that I would do anything for you,
You left you're mark on my heart, it's like you're in charge
of my life, and I think I'm okay with that,
All I want to do is hold your hand and jump out
of this plane with you and land in some exotic land,
Explore the world together, and I wouldn't even care
if we had to sleep on the street, because I'd have you to hold,
God, I must sound ridiculous, right?
I'm young, why do I feel the way I do?
Probably because I need someone to fall on to,
Probably because I'm afraid of losing everything
And everything is you,
Probably because of love,
And I forgot to rhyme,
******
Jan 27, 2014
Jan 27, 2014 at 9:37 PM UTC
I open the door, the wind blows
and that that graphite bear flies out
on to the street, and I give chase,
I don't know why, but I don't think I could live without
It's just a picture, but it means so much to me,
I flip the sheet, "I love you",
**** I instantly begin to choke,
My eyelids become a reservoir of heartbreak and pain
when the tears start to fill them, and they won't drain,
Why is this so hard?
I think I dropped my guard,
I never knew I could be so broken,
Yet, not a word has been spoken,
Nobody knows that I've become hollow,
The missing part seems to far away now,
I'm chasing it like a present with a bow
as if it's gonna wait for me under that tree in the morning,
I must come off as pretty pathetic as you read this,
Why would anyone ever allow themselves to drop this low?
I don't even know, but it's like my feet are in the snow
I wanna pull them out, but I can't, but why?
Probably for the same reason I can't bring myself to throw away
these pictures that I've kept from you,
Probably for the same reason that I cherish these things so much,
The same reason why I'm holding these ******* things so close to my heart,
And that's another thing, these pictures are paradoxical,
They're the only thing that seems to make me happy,
Yet every time I look at them, my emotions seem to burst from my insides,
The tears start falling from my face, my heart starts to race,
I wish you could just see that I would do anything for you,
You left you're mark on my heart, it's like you're in charge
of my life, and I think I'm okay with that,
All I want to do is hold your hand and jump out
of this plane with you and land in some exotic land,
Explore the world together, and I wouldn't even care
if we had to sleep on the street, because I'd have you to hold,
God, I must sound ridiculous, right?
I'm young, why do I feel the way I do?
Probably because I need someone to fall on to,
Probably because I'm afraid of losing everything
And everything is you,
Probably because of love,
And I forgot to rhyme,
******
