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It’s too much Too much to think To write To dive Not yet I’m not ready To dive To think I wasn’t then and I’m not now I cry harder and harder and harder thinking that each tear Will rid my brain of these memories  Drain them Erase them Piece by piece It’s too much To dive To start again This endless cycle This **** endless cycle Take them all away dear God I scream It’s too hard to think To feel To think To dive To feel To reminisce The only thing my body can do is tire itself by trying to release a pain that my heart My heart My tired heart will always hold onto You are an open wound in my soul that will never heal Each thought of you spills more alcohol into the depths of this **** You are the lesson I learned The one that stuck  Dear God I scream Dear God let me not have a daughter I could not bear to watch her die and dive and fall and crash Slowly and all at once thinking it’s fate and love and heaven and hope  And everything and anything in between Dear god I’m too tired Too broken I’ve lost my voice Screaming Breaking You haunt my heart My mind, heart, and soul Because you will always be the one who broke me. ----
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Jul 27, 2017
Jul 27, 2017 at 1:49 AM UTC
Deep Breath Now
It’s too much Too much to think To write To dive Not yet I’m not ready To dive To think I wasn’t then and I’m not now I cry harder and harder and harder thinking that each tear Will rid my brain of these memories  Drain them Erase them Piece by piece It’s too much To dive To start again This endless cycle This **** endless cycle Take them all away dear God I scream It’s too hard to think To feel To think To dive To feel To reminisce The only thing my body can do is tire itself by trying to release a pain that my heart My heart My tired heart will always hold onto You are an open wound in my soul that will never heal Each thought of you spills more alcohol into the depths of this **** You are the lesson I learned The one that stuck  Dear God I scream Dear God let me not have a daughter I could not bear to watch her die and dive and fall and crash Slowly and all at once thinking it’s fate and love and heaven and hope  And everything and anything in between Dear god I’m too tired Too broken I’ve lost my voice Screaming Breaking You haunt my heart My mind, heart, and soul Because you will always be the one who broke me. ----
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jacquelinegrace__
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jacquelinegrace__
24/F/Stamford, CT
Jul 27, 2017
Jul 27, 2017 at 1:49 AM UTC
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