I know you've been hurting, trying to close that curtain,
Shut out the world, put down what's been lurking
inside you, it's ripping at your insides,
You try to run, but you can't hide,
You tried to fly, but you only glide
And it's unlikely that you'll land lightly,
I'd try to catch you, but you'd try to miss, to spite me,
I know sometimes I might seem mad,
But I can't let go of what I once had,
I'm not trying to make you feel bad,
I just wish you'd take the time to listen
to the words I'm trying to say and
that I'm cut dry, I'm dying, you know I can't lie,
I wish you'd see why I'm holding you so closely,
You're the glue, binding by broken heart,
Like a missing part, without you I start to fall apart,
I'm trying to stand tall, but my knees are shaking,
My mind is caving, every step I'm taking
is breaking my legs, my blood pools like a lake in
my chest because my heart's been torn open,
my happiness has been stolen, and I'm having trouble
coping with all this emotion, my thoughts are forming
so quickly, they're smoking, I can't tell if I'm joking,
or if I'm screaming out, hoping that someone will
notice that I'm broken, but I guess I'm too outspoken
to be considered anything but happy, actually,
I'm pretty sappy, and I'd gladly rejoice if, for once, someone would hear my real voice,
Until then, my tears will fall silently, like the rain drops on my window
that I just won't hear, I've lost myself within the confines of my own mind,
I can't help but express these feelings line after line,
It's like all these rhymes help this time fly by,
And I can finally feel alive, then I try to walk away, and my heart just writhes
in pain when the memory of you brushes past my head, or when sometimes
I swear that I can smell your perfume, it's like I'm playing
a game of "guess who" with myself, and I don't think it's
healthy to be this caught up in something like this,
but I can't help but miss the feeling of your kiss on my lips,
I miss it so much I swear it's making me sick,
I don't think I can handle this, I swear it's madness,
I just need to talk, that's all I can ask for,
So, please, won't you open that door,
Let me, it'a what I'm on my knees begging for.
Jan 29, 2014
Jan 29, 2014 at 10:30 PM UTC
I know you've been hurting, trying to close that curtain,
Shut out the world, put down what's been lurking
inside you, it's ripping at your insides,
You try to run, but you can't hide,
You tried to fly, but you only glide
And it's unlikely that you'll land lightly,
I'd try to catch you, but you'd try to miss, to spite me,
I know sometimes I might seem mad,
But I can't let go of what I once had,
I'm not trying to make you feel bad,
I just wish you'd take the time to listen
to the words I'm trying to say and
that I'm cut dry, I'm dying, you know I can't lie,
I wish you'd see why I'm holding you so closely,
You're the glue, binding by broken heart,
Like a missing part, without you I start to fall apart,
I'm trying to stand tall, but my knees are shaking,
My mind is caving, every step I'm taking
is breaking my legs, my blood pools like a lake in
my chest because my heart's been torn open,
my happiness has been stolen, and I'm having trouble
coping with all this emotion, my thoughts are forming
so quickly, they're smoking, I can't tell if I'm joking,
or if I'm screaming out, hoping that someone will
notice that I'm broken, but I guess I'm too outspoken
to be considered anything but happy, actually,
I'm pretty sappy, and I'd gladly rejoice if, for once, someone would hear my real voice,
Until then, my tears will fall silently, like the rain drops on my window
that I just won't hear, I've lost myself within the confines of my own mind,
I can't help but express these feelings line after line,
It's like all these rhymes help this time fly by,
And I can finally feel alive, then I try to walk away, and my heart just writhes
in pain when the memory of you brushes past my head, or when sometimes
I swear that I can smell your perfume, it's like I'm playing
a game of "guess who" with myself, and I don't think it's
healthy to be this caught up in something like this,
but I can't help but miss the feeling of your kiss on my lips,
I miss it so much I swear it's making me sick,
I don't think I can handle this, I swear it's madness,
I just need to talk, that's all I can ask for,
So, please, won't you open that door,
Let me, it'a what I'm on my knees begging for.
