I don't know how to react anymore
and I don't want to see or read
or feel these words anymore.
I'm back to:
numb
too far past cold to:
feel
too close to warm to:
go back.
I'm noticing pieces of me
that are pieces of you,
and pieces of him,
all bundled together in little buckets
and big buckets and zip-loc bags
and old mint tin cans,
see them spilling from your open spaces,
and hear them ringing in all of mine.
Mostly from the half of you that cares
or the half of you the matters because of it:
the deeply-colored-yet-rarely-touched,
the wide-spread-and-beggingly-waiting.
the almost-loving-but-definitely-can't.
everything.
Jan 10, 2011
Jan 10, 2011 at 8:30 AM UTC
I don't know how to react anymore
and I don't want to see or read
or feel these words anymore.
I'm back to:
numb
too far past cold to:
feel
too close to warm to:
go back.
I'm noticing pieces of me
that are pieces of you,
and pieces of him,
all bundled together in little buckets
and big buckets and zip-loc bags
and old mint tin cans,
see them spilling from your open spaces,
and hear them ringing in all of mine.
Mostly from the half of you that cares
or the half of you the matters because of it:
the deeply-colored-yet-rarely-touched,
the wide-spread-and-beggingly-waiting.
the almost-loving-but-definitely-can't.
everything.
