I in fact
Did not rule the world
when I was 19.
I did not
Know everything.
I was not
The ruler of my own kingdom;
I was just a serf
In someone else’s.
I came out of Neverland
And knew I needed to grow up.
Because I was not the one
Who wouldn’t.
Life became
A learning experience
Rather than that
Which I’ve already conquered.
Secret spider solitaire
Behind the desk.
Discovering Heartache
And Heartburn.
Realizing I can’t love like I’m 19 anymore.
And I can’t eat like I’m 19 anymore either.
Lord of the Rings soundtrack
Just to remember
What hope sounds like.
Loving my bed
For engulfing me in a duvet
But hating it
For eyes that won’t sleep
Like
It’s laughing at me
While my exhausted body
Lays awake in paralyzing insomnia.
I think the most adult decision
I can make
is admitting
I want to escape with you
to a place
where we can both be 19 forever.
Feb 25, 2013
Feb 25, 2013 at 2:41 AM UTC
I in fact
Did not rule the world
when I was 19.
I did not
Know everything.
I was not
The ruler of my own kingdom;
I was just a serf
In someone else’s.
I came out of Neverland
And knew I needed to grow up.
Because I was not the one
Who wouldn’t.
Life became
A learning experience
Rather than that
Which I’ve already conquered.
Secret spider solitaire
Behind the desk.
Discovering Heartache
And Heartburn.
Realizing I can’t love like I’m 19 anymore.
And I can’t eat like I’m 19 anymore either.
Lord of the Rings soundtrack
Just to remember
What hope sounds like.
Loving my bed
For engulfing me in a duvet
But hating it
For eyes that won’t sleep
Like
It’s laughing at me
While my exhausted body
Lays awake in paralyzing insomnia.
I think the most adult decision
I can make
is admitting
I want to escape with you
to a place
where we can both be 19 forever.
