So here I stand a somewhat heartless man wounds are healing yet still open thoughts about taking my own life but I'm cope n
But in the next breath I'm praying and hope n I don't tie this loose around my neck and start choking
From every direction I feel these pressures as they come camouflaged as my stressors
My family,? Yea they pretty curious wondering if I've become delirious saying,"I never smile and remain so ******* serious,
Or, "how is he dealing with these feelings he's feeling he should give his life to God and they ask me am I willing, but Im just chilling lol
Oct 28, 2014
Oct 28, 2014 at 10:27 AM UTC
So here I stand a somewhat heartless man wounds are healing yet still open thoughts about taking my own life but I'm cope n
But in the next breath I'm praying and hope n I don't tie this loose around my neck and start choking
From every direction I feel these pressures as they come camouflaged as my stressors
My family,? Yea they pretty curious wondering if I've become delirious saying,"I never smile and remain so ******* serious,
Or, "how is he dealing with these feelings he's feeling he should give his life to God and they ask me am I willing, but Im just chilling lol
This poem was created when I had terrible losses within the family and they were worried about me taking my life
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