feeling so far away from where I'm meant to be
but not knowing where I'm going.
Just spinning around in a dark room,
spotting flashes of light in different directions,
but if I pick a direction to walk in I can't ever stop,
because what if I went the wrong way?
Going back to the start, knowing my time was wasted
that I toiled and trod for something vapid
I think that's the greatest hurt
that my faith was a mirage, shimmering
away when it grew close enough to touch.
Jan 5
Jan 5, 2026 at 10:52 AM UTC
feeling so far away from where I'm meant to be
but not knowing where I'm going.
Just spinning around in a dark room,
spotting flashes of light in different directions,
but if I pick a direction to walk in I can't ever stop,
because what if I went the wrong way?
Going back to the start, knowing my time was wasted
that I toiled and trod for something vapid
I think that's the greatest hurt
that my faith was a mirage, shimmering
away when it grew close enough to touch.
