I’m afraid of my own thoughts
Million dark ways to end it all
Every decision is a constant battle
My mind has lost control
Small talk won’t solve our problems
Apologies won’t fix broken hearts
Pretentious smiles in the meantime
Until the next time it all starts
I seemed to have numbed the pain
But my soul feels lost
How long can I carry on
And at what cost?
My life is in your hands now
Every moment I wonder
Can you love me the way you promised
If not, I’d rather be 6 feet under.
Apr 3, 2019
Apr 3, 2019 at 10:06 AM UTC
I’m afraid of my own thoughts
Million dark ways to end it all
Every decision is a constant battle
My mind has lost control
Small talk won’t solve our problems
Apologies won’t fix broken hearts
Pretentious smiles in the meantime
Until the next time it all starts
I seemed to have numbed the pain
But my soul feels lost
How long can I carry on
And at what cost?
My life is in your hands now
Every moment I wonder
Can you love me the way you promised
If not, I’d rather be 6 feet under.