from “remember that we made this together — cherry wine”
.
i couldn’t work right away after it happened.
it was too much for me to carry.
words would come out with blood and tears,
and my fury would burn everything and everyone.
that was not who i was meant to be.
so broken i had never been.
invisible, fatal wounds grew inside me
like a gang of cancers.
they are my immortal reminder.
happiness never really after.
now, i intellectualise pain into power.
i’m turning thirty,
and starting to rebuild my virginity.
it isn’t about morality
but rather my own embroidered manifesto
to regain my powerful power.
Apr 26
Apr 26, 2026 at 12:49 AM UTC
from “remember that we made this together — cherry wine”
.
i couldn’t work right away after it happened.
it was too much for me to carry.
words would come out with blood and tears,
and my fury would burn everything and everyone.
that was not who i was meant to be.
so broken i had never been.
invisible, fatal wounds grew inside me
like a gang of cancers.
they are my immortal reminder.
happiness never really after.
now, i intellectualise pain into power.
i’m turning thirty,
and starting to rebuild my virginity.
it isn’t about morality
but rather my own embroidered manifesto
to regain my powerful power.
