I'll let you tell me things that hurt me, but I have to.
Its cuz part of me's in love with you.
In these days, I find it harder for me to want to know who you are.
Though its been months since I've known you, do you really know me?
Oh how I wish our friendship was a dream.
Since its not, I have to wake up, every morning, with these tears polluting my eyes.
Cuz unlike you I have so much to hide.
Your secrets are nothing compared to mine.
I tried to mask all the pain away with a tall bottle of wine.
I understand, why you can't love me back.
That doesn't stop all this pain from growing.
So just know when you want to talk again, I won't hesitate to let you know.
That my ears are yours.
I'm trapped behind this door.
I want to open up to you, but the pain from the knowing is too much to bare.
I can feel it in my bones now.
Trying to fight the urge to reveal it all.
They all can see it on my face now.
Somehow you're still oblivious.
I don't want to stop talking.
But I do want to stop hurting.
I just don't know what to do.
Even though you ******* hurt me.
That wont stop me from wanting,
The pity hours I get from you.
Cuz unlike you I have so much to hide.
Your secrets are nothing compared to mine.
I tried to mask all the pain away with a tall bottle of wine.
I understand, why you can't love me back.
That doesn't stop all this pain from growing.
So just know when you want to talk again, I won't hesitate to let you know.
That my ears are yours.
I'm trapped behind this door.
I want to open up to you, but the pain from the knowing is too much to bare.
I want to hate you, but I love you.
Can you hate me? So I won't love you.
I know you too much.
Do you really know me?
I want to hate you, but I love you.
Can you hate me? So I won't love you.
When will it all stop.
I dont want to fall for you anymore.
But my ears are yours.
I'm trapped behind this door.
I want to open up to you, but the pain from the knowing is too much to bare.
Jul 17, 2018
Jul 17, 2018 at 12:19 PM UTC
I'll let you tell me things that hurt me, but I have to.
Its cuz part of me's in love with you.
In these days, I find it harder for me to want to know who you are.
Though its been months since I've known you, do you really know me?
Oh how I wish our friendship was a dream.
Since its not, I have to wake up, every morning, with these tears polluting my eyes.
Cuz unlike you I have so much to hide.
Your secrets are nothing compared to mine.
I tried to mask all the pain away with a tall bottle of wine.
I understand, why you can't love me back.
That doesn't stop all this pain from growing.
So just know when you want to talk again, I won't hesitate to let you know.
That my ears are yours.
I'm trapped behind this door.
I want to open up to you, but the pain from the knowing is too much to bare.
I can feel it in my bones now.
Trying to fight the urge to reveal it all.
They all can see it on my face now.
Somehow you're still oblivious.
I don't want to stop talking.
But I do want to stop hurting.
I just don't know what to do.
Even though you ******* hurt me.
That wont stop me from wanting,
The pity hours I get from you.
Cuz unlike you I have so much to hide.
Your secrets are nothing compared to mine.
I tried to mask all the pain away with a tall bottle of wine.
I understand, why you can't love me back.
That doesn't stop all this pain from growing.
So just know when you want to talk again, I won't hesitate to let you know.
That my ears are yours.
I'm trapped behind this door.
I want to open up to you, but the pain from the knowing is too much to bare.
I want to hate you, but I love you.
Can you hate me? So I won't love you.
I know you too much.
Do you really know me?
I want to hate you, but I love you.
Can you hate me? So I won't love you.
When will it all stop.
I dont want to fall for you anymore.
But my ears are yours.
I'm trapped behind this door.
I want to open up to you, but the pain from the knowing is too much to bare.