Well how do i define who i am?
Because i was never shown how to.
I have looked all over
But I don't really know what to look for?
Tell me the title of the book?
Who can I talk to If I need to?
Is there anyone that will ever care enough to save me from myself?
What does it take to become one of the lucky ones to be loved and be able to love in return?
When does the girl walk through the door?
I think I have been going about this all wrong.
I have no results and I thinkni might have waited far too long?
If I appear to be confused? I am.
I am not a bad person.
I try.
I treat others good.
Lately I haven't been so open
Exactly how much deciet must one man welcome.
I have a few times before
opened myself up
To let in one I felt in love with
For a time it was exactly what i wanted.
Interest, appeal, respect, affection, believed in what it was
Mutual, uniquely ours, meaningful, worthwhile, i liked it
I could be me
Flawed, and honest
Supportive, romantic, honest and devotrd
Inevitably a change came
I would feel something
Was different then
Usually before it would
All come apart
Quick, complete, leaving me
Wounded and wodering why?
What changed so completely?
It wasn't me. Coukd that be the reason?
My questions never answered
I would be alone
Head spinning as they easily moved on never looking back
and i was hurt.
Lied to and advatage take from
I tried to be worthy of others love
Only to be shown I was not enough.
I worry it is too late for me to be anything again and that thought
Fells unjust. Unacceptable.
I was not abusive
Never unavailable or illusive
I promised and came through
I believed in futer me future you.
Just to be abandoned and confused
With no esteem and too far broken.
Mar 13
Mar 13, 2026 at 3:50 AM UTC
Well how do i define who i am?
Because i was never shown how to.
I have looked all over
But I don't really know what to look for?
Tell me the title of the book?
Who can I talk to If I need to?
Is there anyone that will ever care enough to save me from myself?
What does it take to become one of the lucky ones to be loved and be able to love in return?
When does the girl walk through the door?
I think I have been going about this all wrong.
I have no results and I thinkni might have waited far too long?
If I appear to be confused? I am.
I am not a bad person.
I try.
I treat others good.
Lately I haven't been so open
Exactly how much deciet must one man welcome.
I have a few times before
opened myself up
To let in one I felt in love with
For a time it was exactly what i wanted.
Interest, appeal, respect, affection, believed in what it was
Mutual, uniquely ours, meaningful, worthwhile, i liked it
I could be me
Flawed, and honest
Supportive, romantic, honest and devotrd
Inevitably a change came
I would feel something
Was different then
Usually before it would
All come apart
Quick, complete, leaving me
Wounded and wodering why?
What changed so completely?
It wasn't me. Coukd that be the reason?
My questions never answered
I would be alone
Head spinning as they easily moved on never looking back
and i was hurt.
Lied to and advatage take from
I tried to be worthy of others love
Only to be shown I was not enough.
I worry it is too late for me to be anything again and that thought
Fells unjust. Unacceptable.
I was not abusive
Never unavailable or illusive
I promised and came through
I believed in futer me future you.
Just to be abandoned and confused
With no esteem and too far broken.
