i was riding in the passenger seat
down a meandering stretch of back road
where the mountains look
like watercolors
when i realized that
your arms feel safer
than my own mother’s
(i am afraid of what that means)
i still fall asleep
in your old heather grey t-shirt
still think of you
every time i pull a sundress
over my head
(i am afraid of what that means)
the braids in my hair
the buzzing in my chest
the left side of the bed
the small, persistent voice inside
telling me to keep going
are somehow
in some measure
still yours
(i am
in some measure
still yours)
May 31, 2019
May 31, 2019 at 10:09 PM UTC
i was riding in the passenger seat
down a meandering stretch of back road
where the mountains look
like watercolors
when i realized that
your arms feel safer
than my own mother’s
(i am afraid of what that means)
i still fall asleep
in your old heather grey t-shirt
still think of you
every time i pull a sundress
over my head
(i am afraid of what that means)
the braids in my hair
the buzzing in my chest
the left side of the bed
the small, persistent voice inside
telling me to keep going
are somehow
in some measure
still yours
(i am
in some measure
still yours)
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