It's fluid that you are
no longer there, it bobs
seasick in me
When I look for distraction
I sometimes succeed, sometimes
it gets worse
When I build a tough dam
of examples how much worse
it can be, could have been
it just sloshes
over my blessings
to get attention
I don't want to keep talking about it
but there is no escape
I have to bob along
with my sorrow
shamelessly
let myself be carried
Apr 3
Apr 3, 2026 at 2:26 AM UTC
It's fluid that you are
no longer there, it bobs
seasick in me
When I look for distraction
I sometimes succeed, sometimes
it gets worse
When I build a tough dam
of examples how much worse
it can be, could have been
it just sloshes
over my blessings
to get attention
I don't want to keep talking about it
but there is no escape
I have to bob along
with my sorrow
shamelessly
let myself be carried
