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where to begin there is so much ******* pain lined up inside me like layers of skin i have layers of pain so much unsorted trauma lying in my chest, mind, heart my soul it aches for growth, but i am still figuring out the trauma part i am not who i am born into i am not the things that have happened to me i am not the people who have hurt me i am Me i am my Self I am Grace i am strong i have been hurt but the weight of the pain has become too heavy to drag around i must dump the body the body of trauma that lay inside me fare ******* well i am not required to forgive you and for now i cannot for you have sinned much more, far, far, far more than forgiveness could erase ten fold i hope the horrible terrible evil things you’ve committed i hope they come down raining ten fold on your stupid ******* head since you don’t get the picture and here i will sit while you writhe in suffering disowning your evilness rather than facing it head on swords up cutting through the thick disgust but you ******* cower like the piece of **** you are you feel no remorse you find pleasure in the pain of others and for that let bygones be bygones i trust. for your troubles are out of my hands the things you’ve done to me they are out of my hands i will try to forgive, oh but i will never ******* forget i fill my hands with what i deserve i fill my hands with love i fill my hands with abundance i fill my hands with peace i let you go now you no longer have a place in my life holding on much longer will not suffice
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Sep 22, 2020
Sep 22, 2020 at 5:50 AM UTC
i will never ******* forget
where to begin there is so much ******* pain lined up inside me like layers of skin i have layers of pain so much unsorted trauma lying in my chest, mind, heart my soul it aches for growth, but i am still figuring out the trauma part i am not who i am born into i am not the things that have happened to me i am not the people who have hurt me i am Me i am my Self I am Grace i am strong i have been hurt but the weight of the pain has become too heavy to drag around i must dump the body the body of trauma that lay inside me fare ******* well i am not required to forgive you and for now i cannot for you have sinned much more, far, far, far more than forgiveness could erase ten fold i hope the horrible terrible evil things you’ve committed i hope they come down raining ten fold on your stupid ******* head since you don’t get the picture and here i will sit while you writhe in suffering disowning your evilness rather than facing it head on swords up cutting through the thick disgust but you ******* cower like the piece of **** you are you feel no remorse you find pleasure in the pain of others and for that let bygones be bygones i trust. for your troubles are out of my hands the things you’ve done to me they are out of my hands i will try to forgive, oh but i will never ******* forget i fill my hands with what i deserve i fill my hands with love i fill my hands with abundance i fill my hands with peace i let you go now you no longer have a place in my life holding on much longer will not suffice
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grchnly
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grchnly
23/American
Sep 22, 2020
Sep 22, 2020 at 5:50 AM UTC
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