My chest is heavy
like there is a burden that I carry
so I feel a bit weary
and my eyes are a little bit teary
But I needed to be strong
To cry I felt was wrong
Instead I just sang a song
To forget the pain I've endured for so long
But what I didn't knew back then
For every single time when
I held back the tears I should have cried
by those tears my heart was drowned and died
for every tear that didn't fell on my cheeks
accumulates on my thoracic cavity, where my heart is
For every "I'm okay" lie, done by my lips
locks my heart deep into the abyss
In that abyss
filled with every tear I wasn't ably to cry
I drowned my own heart.
It was I who killed it,
It was I who made it die.
Aug 31, 2015
Aug 31, 2015 at 8:01 AM UTC
My chest is heavy
like there is a burden that I carry
so I feel a bit weary
and my eyes are a little bit teary
But I needed to be strong
To cry I felt was wrong
Instead I just sang a song
To forget the pain I've endured for so long
But what I didn't knew back then
For every single time when
I held back the tears I should have cried
by those tears my heart was drowned and died
for every tear that didn't fell on my cheeks
accumulates on my thoracic cavity, where my heart is
For every "I'm okay" lie, done by my lips
locks my heart deep into the abyss
In that abyss
filled with every tear I wasn't ably to cry
I drowned my own heart.
It was I who killed it,
It was I who made it die.
Ever felt a time that you wanted to cry but you just cant? When your heart seems heavy and you just want to let it all out but your afraid to do it.
But don't let those tears you weren't able to cry drown your heart. If your chest feels too heavy to carry then let it out. Don't drown yourself.
