I wish I had never met you.
I wish you had never made me
Believe that people can stay.
Because you proved me wrong.
I trusted you more than anyone I ever have,
But you decided I was too
Messed up.
And though despite full awareness
If how high my emotions run,
You disappeared.
And after I panicked,
(FOR YOUR WELLBEING)
You tell me,
"Merry Christmas,
But you’re the worst thing to happen to me."
You post without context,
"It’s time to move on,"
So I blocked you.
And truthfully,
I want to say I’m fine,
But you have ripped the platform
From under me,
The only safety from
The noose around my neck,
And leaving me hoping
Death would arrive sooner.
But I will not cry anymore tears,
Because they’d only be wasted,
For you never used yours
For me.
I will not give you the
Satisfaction of my death.
I will cut the rope,
One way or another,
Because you will not be my downfall—
Only a door that opens to
Freedom.
So thank God I knew you.
Dec 26, 2025
Dec 26, 2025 at 11:47 PM UTC
I wish I had never met you.
I wish you had never made me
Believe that people can stay.
Because you proved me wrong.
I trusted you more than anyone I ever have,
But you decided I was too
Messed up.
And though despite full awareness
If how high my emotions run,
You disappeared.
And after I panicked,
(FOR YOUR WELLBEING)
You tell me,
"Merry Christmas,
But you’re the worst thing to happen to me."
You post without context,
"It’s time to move on,"
So I blocked you.
And truthfully,
I want to say I’m fine,
But you have ripped the platform
From under me,
The only safety from
The noose around my neck,
And leaving me hoping
Death would arrive sooner.
But I will not cry anymore tears,
Because they’d only be wasted,
For you never used yours
For me.
I will not give you the
Satisfaction of my death.
I will cut the rope,
One way or another,
Because you will not be my downfall—
Only a door that opens to
Freedom.
So thank God I knew you.