I don't even know how to explain it
It's like I'm sitting here
Watching what was once myself break down
There is no real smile
Cannot force out a tear
The most comfortable place
Is laying on the tile floor
Smoked three too many cigarettes
Without a single thing to eat
No matter how many times I lay down my head
I cannot seem to fall asleep
It would all be okay
If I just knew why
Why? Why do I feel like this?
I am alone.
It's happened before
No one knew how to help
I wish I knew how they could help
Even if I did they are not here
I am alone.
This place is new
Who to trust?
Who even would care?
It's not about them, it's not their fault
I am alone.
here
I am alone.
I just dream of being aware
of what I am feeling
At any given time
If only I could put my finger on it