So much time used up
On something I thought
Would be lifelong
That was murdered by the creation.
So much time used up
Filling my voids
Bandaging my wounds
And avoiding my heart.
So much time used up
Having sleepless dreams
Eating anxiety soup
and trying to break my mind.
So much time used up
Washing my face in tears
Putting on the makeup
That masked my dead face.
So much time just,
Used up.
Then you.
So much time used up
Listening to that voice
Soothing as the breeze
Scary as the ocean.
So much time used up
Letting our souls out
Talking about anxiety meals
And holes barely stitched together.
So much time used up
Learning all about your heart holes
Stitched with gut wretches
As she made every hole.
So much time used up
Grabbing your hands
And showing you how to sew
And we sewed each other up
So much time used up
After we realized we shared
The same string to sew our hearts
and now they connect forever.
So much time used up
Listening to our heart string tunes
Play a new song
Of soul love
So much time used up
Laying head on stomach
And afternoon laughs
Sprinkled with our breaths
So much time used up
On dreams of you
Anxiety soup isn’t
Served here anymore.
So much time used up
On never having enough
Time with you,
My love.
Aug 5, 2018
Aug 5, 2018 at 12:35 AM UTC
So much time used up
On something I thought
Would be lifelong
That was murdered by the creation.
So much time used up
Filling my voids
Bandaging my wounds
And avoiding my heart.
So much time used up
Having sleepless dreams
Eating anxiety soup
and trying to break my mind.
So much time used up
Washing my face in tears
Putting on the makeup
That masked my dead face.
So much time just,
Used up.
Then you.
So much time used up
Listening to that voice
Soothing as the breeze
Scary as the ocean.
So much time used up
Letting our souls out
Talking about anxiety meals
And holes barely stitched together.
So much time used up
Learning all about your heart holes
Stitched with gut wretches
As she made every hole.
So much time used up
Grabbing your hands
And showing you how to sew
And we sewed each other up
So much time used up
After we realized we shared
The same string to sew our hearts
and now they connect forever.
So much time used up
Listening to our heart string tunes
Play a new song
Of soul love
So much time used up
Laying head on stomach
And afternoon laughs
Sprinkled with our breaths
So much time used up
On dreams of you
Anxiety soup isn’t
Served here anymore.
So much time used up
On never having enough
Time with you,
My love.