to a dear friend of mine
the brightest star in the sky
the moon to heal my rose at times
I don't know if you know how important you are to me
I don't know if you knew you saved my life
if you knew that week she ended things I had the pills on my desk
everyday I reached for one and stared at it
hoping my lack of pill swallowing skills would work out
but you
the brightest star in the sky
wrote me a poem
I looked at it thinking
"that cant be me"
"it could never be me"
I didn't deserve that poem
yet somehow
some perfect bright light inside of you wanted to help me
you sent me messages asking if I was okay
you offered support
support my friends who I leaned on
left me there falling
but you lifted out your hand
and helped me slowly climb out the hole,
every message I slowly realized
I wasn't completely alone
I had you
and even if you feel like you don't have me
I promise you do have me
I'm here for everything
the imperfections, the pain, the scars
their beautiful
I love them
and I think you should too
I hope you know I love looking at your spodify
I love seeing if your still listening to castle in Hollywood on loop
I love that song too by the way :3
I love looking at your Pinterest
seeing what boards your editing 42 minutes ago
and how the actual **** you have so many followers
I love reading your poems
wishing I could take away the pain but I know I'm not enough to do that
I love talking to you about that one girl
we both know who that one girl is
I love reading your comments
they pop up on my email all the time
knowing someone still cares about me,
life is hard I know I know
people come and go and its hard
scars etch upon your skin
a sign that your not okay
but there a sign of beauty too
a sign that you can heal
but I can promise that Ill love them
I'll hold you when you cry
I know this is a ****** poem
I'm in study hall right now by the way
so I'm sacrificing my mental state by writing this in front of the teacher
but I love you
and please don't ever go
I'll be the hand to help you up
you saved me
will you let me save you too?
Jan 26
Jan 26, 2026 at 1:06 PM UTC
to a dear friend of mine
the brightest star in the sky
the moon to heal my rose at times
I don't know if you know how important you are to me
I don't know if you knew you saved my life
if you knew that week she ended things I had the pills on my desk
everyday I reached for one and stared at it
hoping my lack of pill swallowing skills would work out
but you
the brightest star in the sky
wrote me a poem
I looked at it thinking
"that cant be me"
"it could never be me"
I didn't deserve that poem
yet somehow
some perfect bright light inside of you wanted to help me
you sent me messages asking if I was okay
you offered support
support my friends who I leaned on
left me there falling
but you lifted out your hand
and helped me slowly climb out the hole,
every message I slowly realized
I wasn't completely alone
I had you
and even if you feel like you don't have me
I promise you do have me
I'm here for everything
the imperfections, the pain, the scars
their beautiful
I love them
and I think you should too
I hope you know I love looking at your spodify
I love seeing if your still listening to castle in Hollywood on loop
I love that song too by the way :3
I love looking at your Pinterest
seeing what boards your editing 42 minutes ago
and how the actual **** you have so many followers
I love reading your poems
wishing I could take away the pain but I know I'm not enough to do that
I love talking to you about that one girl
we both know who that one girl is
I love reading your comments
they pop up on my email all the time
knowing someone still cares about me,
life is hard I know I know
people come and go and its hard
scars etch upon your skin
a sign that your not okay
but there a sign of beauty too
a sign that you can heal
but I can promise that Ill love them
I'll hold you when you cry
I know this is a ****** poem
I'm in study hall right now by the way
so I'm sacrificing my mental state by writing this in front of the teacher
but I love you
and please don't ever go
I'll be the hand to help you up
you saved me
will you let me save you too?
