she’s pregnant with a boy
the size of a bean
with a heartbeat so loud that I’m affected by it.
I honestly feel like this child is mine
which crumples me
and ruins me
because if a 16 year old girl thought my baby was hers,
I would tell her that she might as well be infertile
But I’d apologize later.
But that baby will be the death of me
maybe he’ll teach me how to love