I'm thinking about you
And how we were in
Very similar shoes.
I'm thinking about your smile
And your hair
That I always envied.
It's so strange to know
That I'll never walk behind you again.
I'm thinking about the way your absence
Turned our hometown upside down
And inside out.
I'm thinking about the portrait
Your brother just drew of me
And comparing it to the portrait
Anonymous painted for your mom.
Thinking about the guilt
That I somehow still carry.
Even after knowing the truth
And knowing what happened to you.
The weight of knowing
It could have been me,
But wasn't;
Is so present still.
Why did I make it out alive
When you had so much more to live for?
I'm so sorry
That this happened to you
And I'm so sorry that i couldn't do anything to save you.
Jun 19, 2016
Jun 19, 2016 at 2:57 AM UTC
I'm thinking about you
And how we were in
Very similar shoes.
I'm thinking about your smile
And your hair
That I always envied.
It's so strange to know
That I'll never walk behind you again.
I'm thinking about the way your absence
Turned our hometown upside down
And inside out.
I'm thinking about the portrait
Your brother just drew of me
And comparing it to the portrait
Anonymous painted for your mom.
Thinking about the guilt
That I somehow still carry.
Even after knowing the truth
And knowing what happened to you.
The weight of knowing
It could have been me,
But wasn't;
Is so present still.
Why did I make it out alive
When you had so much more to live for?
I'm so sorry
That this happened to you
And I'm so sorry that i couldn't do anything to save you.
