what shade has come over me
to leave such a trail of steel,
the thing i live is a run-away train.
i feel so obliged to follow it,
dragging me, kicking and screaming,
didn't i once engineer this life gone insane.
pulled along behind, face hid in forearms,
ka-knock-knock-knocking my head on every railway tie.
what shade is this life that has split bean's brain?
by the wrist i am chained to this run-away train,
with traits of a hell-hound out of control,
nothing to push to stop from being pulled.
bound to lose faith at the very least,
though risk of life and limb be the final price.
what shade is this film that i have cast myself in,
what shade is this play that won't go away.
© 2005
Jun 16, 2012
Jun 16, 2012 at 6:04 PM UTC
what shade has come over me
to leave such a trail of steel,
the thing i live is a run-away train.
i feel so obliged to follow it,
dragging me, kicking and screaming,
didn't i once engineer this life gone insane.
pulled along behind, face hid in forearms,
ka-knock-knock-knocking my head on every railway tie.
what shade is this life that has split bean's brain?
by the wrist i am chained to this run-away train,
with traits of a hell-hound out of control,
nothing to push to stop from being pulled.
bound to lose faith at the very least,
though risk of life and limb be the final price.
what shade is this film that i have cast myself in,
what shade is this play that won't go away.
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