Everyday I wake up
waiting to go to sleep,
thinking I'm way done
I don't know why I live.
Sleep, awake then waste the time
Await for sleep and get in line
I'm way too deep to find my light,
I'm already dead inside.
The cycle of death,
I'm holding my breath,
Don't care what I said
I'm gonna end myself.
A kid that's stuck in time
Too big to get it right,
Don't want to even fight
I'm way too dead inside.
Isolated in my mind
Thinking about the crime
Of ending it tonight
And sleep so I feel fine.
I barely breathe so, why?
I cannot live, I died,
In the womb I died
As my soul declined.
Wake up, sleep and repeat
As I drift and release
All the bad things,
All the bad dreams.
Nov 6, 2025
Nov 6, 2025 at 4:46 AM UTC
Everyday I wake up
waiting to go to sleep,
thinking I'm way done
I don't know why I live.
Sleep, awake then waste the time
Await for sleep and get in line
I'm way too deep to find my light,
I'm already dead inside.
The cycle of death,
I'm holding my breath,
Don't care what I said
I'm gonna end myself.
A kid that's stuck in time
Too big to get it right,
Don't want to even fight
I'm way too dead inside.
Isolated in my mind
Thinking about the crime
Of ending it tonight
And sleep so I feel fine.
I barely breathe so, why?
I cannot live, I died,
In the womb I died
As my soul declined.
Wake up, sleep and repeat
As I drift and release
All the bad things,
All the bad dreams.
November 2 2025