Why is it so hard
to get
what
I
want
...
Is it something
telling me
don't do it?
A sign
from somewhere,
telling me it's
not mine
for the taking?
Should I be a man,
take a stand,
and do what I feel
is good?
Ah, hell
you only live once!
Have some fun I suppose
I think it's what
I
want,
but can you ever
be certain
that you aren't
mistaken...
no