"I don't want
to die alone"
I can't help but think
As the world collapses around me
"I don't want
to leave this world
before I leave my mark"
As if the mark would be preserved
In the wake of the oncoming end
"I don't want
my first love
to be my last"
As my heart retreats inward
Further and further
From it all
"I don't want
to forget"
As my life blurs
Into monotony
And dread
"I don't want
to exist"
And yet
Here I remain
Feb 6, 2022
Feb 6, 2022 at 1:05 AM UTC
"I don't want
to die alone"
I can't help but think
As the world collapses around me
"I don't want
to leave this world
before I leave my mark"
As if the mark would be preserved
In the wake of the oncoming end
"I don't want
my first love
to be my last"
As my heart retreats inward
Further and further
From it all
"I don't want
to forget"
As my life blurs
Into monotony
And dread
"I don't want
to exist"
And yet
Here I remain