My life with you then
is like watching clouds now.
So far away and so elaborate
But the meaning so simple.
I had burned so much of myself
to make a fire that I thought was shared.
But the chilling breeze of utter apathy
Overcame any friendship and love.
Clouds float away to parts unknown
They shift to follow the latest wind.
To me the love felt real
But you yourself are insubstantial.
I want to feel anger for what you did
But to rail against you is pointless.
You will drift from arm to arm
Not wanting to feel the real.
So I will watch you float through life
and realize we were different elements.
I don't yet know what I am
But real and present I will be.
Jul 6, 2019
Jul 6, 2019 at 6:01 PM UTC
My life with you then
is like watching clouds now.
So far away and so elaborate
But the meaning so simple.
I had burned so much of myself
to make a fire that I thought was shared.
But the chilling breeze of utter apathy
Overcame any friendship and love.
Clouds float away to parts unknown
They shift to follow the latest wind.
To me the love felt real
But you yourself are insubstantial.
I want to feel anger for what you did
But to rail against you is pointless.
You will drift from arm to arm
Not wanting to feel the real.
So I will watch you float through life
and realize we were different elements.
I don't yet know what I am
But real and present I will be.