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I think im losing my mind My brain hurts behind my eye At the end of each day talking to you I ask myself why? Try & try just to die Falling behind in life The feeling of knives Too deep in my back My last vision; the sky Why oh why Must the bad keep on When those who fight Struggle to dream calm When my soul darkens Ill look at you Damning you to see life in MY shoes Maybe youll see yourself, the world? Its heart? If id known you were the devil I'd've walked away from the start Nasty taste in my mouth Your name. So **** WHO THE **** SAID YOU COULD HAVE ME Or let alone,  my thoughts I gave you everything What's left? The dark? It's the room you left me in When you stood and took haste Ashamed of yourself & me of my face One look at it and all i see are mistakes Hurt in my eyes. And my back? A stake Memories of you, a year ago on this date I'm holding back tears Cuz i fear you ****** up fate I held on so tight And you? Late Sitting up after hours thinking of those days That turned into weeks that added to months ...i remember what it felt like To hold your hand, Once. Soil me soil my... I wish you'd only apologize For turning all blind eyes.
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Oct 11, 2020
Oct 11, 2020 at 5:54 PM UTC
You Lost Me This Time.
I think im losing my mind My brain hurts behind my eye At the end of each day talking to you I ask myself why? Try & try just to die Falling behind in life The feeling of knives Too deep in my back My last vision; the sky Why oh why Must the bad keep on When those who fight Struggle to dream calm When my soul darkens Ill look at you Damning you to see life in MY shoes Maybe youll see yourself, the world? Its heart? If id known you were the devil I'd've walked away from the start Nasty taste in my mouth Your name. So **** WHO THE **** SAID YOU COULD HAVE ME Or let alone,  my thoughts I gave you everything What's left? The dark? It's the room you left me in When you stood and took haste Ashamed of yourself & me of my face One look at it and all i see are mistakes Hurt in my eyes. And my back? A stake Memories of you, a year ago on this date I'm holding back tears Cuz i fear you ****** up fate I held on so tight And you? Late Sitting up after hours thinking of those days That turned into weeks that added to months ...i remember what it felt like To hold your hand, Once. Soil me soil my... I wish you'd only apologize For turning all blind eyes.
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27/M/This World.
Oct 11, 2020
Oct 11, 2020 at 5:54 PM UTC
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