I detest what you've made me become
you ******* hate me
I just don't understand why
and I try
oh do I ******* try
but to communicate the recipient mustnt be a brick wall
A week ago you loved me
now I'm beneath your hellos however have enough energy to talk about me
while I still can't fathom how I can't call you up about the thing I just saw that I knew would make you laugh
the thought of that incapability handicaps me.
I don't even try to watch the same channels anymore because I know those situations where I'll lift myself from the couch only to collapse back down because you don't even want to see my number on your caller ID
I try not to but I cry.
I cleanse my body from this pressure that has harden me from the inside out
I feel so deeply I turned the feelings you've infected me with into water
I begin to breathe
To realize I can't feel
youve seen me and want none of it.
Mar 6, 2014
Mar 6, 2014 at 11:26 AM UTC
I detest what you've made me become
you ******* hate me
I just don't understand why
and I try
oh do I ******* try
but to communicate the recipient mustnt be a brick wall
A week ago you loved me
now I'm beneath your hellos however have enough energy to talk about me
while I still can't fathom how I can't call you up about the thing I just saw that I knew would make you laugh
the thought of that incapability handicaps me.
I don't even try to watch the same channels anymore because I know those situations where I'll lift myself from the couch only to collapse back down because you don't even want to see my number on your caller ID
I try not to but I cry.
I cleanse my body from this pressure that has harden me from the inside out
I feel so deeply I turned the feelings you've infected me with into water
I begin to breathe
To realize I can't feel
youve seen me and want none of it.
