Get out there, my mother said,
Tossing me out,
Make friends
Play
Have fun.
Standing there
Seeing other kids playing house
Fighting over toys
Playing tag
This is fun?
Now I still stare with hollow eyes
People guffawing
Gesticulating
Laughing
Amidst clouds of smoke
And bottles of alcohol
Excitedly blathering on about inconsequential ****
While I blink
With all the enthusiasm of a cat
I'm bored.
These...creatures
Cawing nonsense to the thin air
Flapping arms to illustrate
Fighting over carrion
Bumming sticks off me
Getting my food
Borrowing cash
Asking favors
All this ******* noise
Meaningless chatter
About the flotsam of their petty existence
About what happened to whom
And oh my God you guys
You'll never believe what who said
I can't believe this and that how dare they
All this horseshit
Flowing
Rushing
Past me
Wearing down my sanity
All this hope and expectation
Wasted on people
On their shallow drama
On the inevitable disappointments
On the unnecessary negativity
I'm going home.
Mar 26, 2014
Mar 26, 2014 at 5:14 AM UTC
Get out there, my mother said,
Tossing me out,
Make friends
Play
Have fun.
Standing there
Seeing other kids playing house
Fighting over toys
Playing tag
This is fun?
Now I still stare with hollow eyes
People guffawing
Gesticulating
Laughing
Amidst clouds of smoke
And bottles of alcohol
Excitedly blathering on about inconsequential ****
While I blink
With all the enthusiasm of a cat
I'm bored.
These...creatures
Cawing nonsense to the thin air
Flapping arms to illustrate
Fighting over carrion
Bumming sticks off me
Getting my food
Borrowing cash
Asking favors
All this ******* noise
Meaningless chatter
About the flotsam of their petty existence
About what happened to whom
And oh my God you guys
You'll never believe what who said
I can't believe this and that how dare they
All this horseshit
Flowing
Rushing
Past me
Wearing down my sanity
All this hope and expectation
Wasted on people
On their shallow drama
On the inevitable disappointments
On the unnecessary negativity
I'm going home.
