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I'm seeing nooses in the shadows on my walls, Shadow puppets dancing a mournful song, Flashing visions of a knife over my veins, Of my eyes closed as I accept the unacceptable. Terror seeps into my skin as I realise my thoughts, Pools down in my gut like acid, Burning rings of fire through my stomach, And I know I will think it again. An itch on my neck keeps me awake at night, Hissing in my ear of the pressure and release, Tugging at my skin of how flimsy it is, Of how temporary the pain would be. A dark figure lies next to me, Hot hissing breaths against my closed lids, Whispering sweet nothings of taunted half held hearted promises, Cooing as if I were a babe easily swayed into their arms. So easy It wont even hurt Relief An ending An answer No more pressure You could be free So easy And I lie there, Stiff as I pretend to sleep, And the monster in my bed curls arms around me, A lying mimicry of comfort. My eyes clamp shut, Nose flared in fear and exhaustion, Arms wrapped around my torso to protect me from the enemy inside, Blankets pooled in chains. I will get through the night, Ignore the whispers, Sleep, I pray, And repeat the ritual tomorrow.
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Jul 10, 2018
Jul 10, 2018 at 5:45 PM UTC
Suicidal Whispers
I'm seeing nooses in the shadows on my walls, Shadow puppets dancing a mournful song, Flashing visions of a knife over my veins, Of my eyes closed as I accept the unacceptable. Terror seeps into my skin as I realise my thoughts, Pools down in my gut like acid, Burning rings of fire through my stomach, And I know I will think it again. An itch on my neck keeps me awake at night, Hissing in my ear of the pressure and release, Tugging at my skin of how flimsy it is, Of how temporary the pain would be. A dark figure lies next to me, Hot hissing breaths against my closed lids, Whispering sweet nothings of taunted half held hearted promises, Cooing as if I were a babe easily swayed into their arms. So easy It wont even hurt Relief An ending An answer No more pressure You could be free So easy And I lie there, Stiff as I pretend to sleep, And the monster in my bed curls arms around me, A lying mimicry of comfort. My eyes clamp shut, Nose flared in fear and exhaustion, Arms wrapped around my torso to protect me from the enemy inside, Blankets pooled in chains. I will get through the night, Ignore the whispers, Sleep, I pray, And repeat the ritual tomorrow.
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Star_Light
19/Transmasculine/Australia
Jul 10, 2018
Jul 10, 2018 at 5:45 PM UTC
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