Dear God,
forgive me if I told you not today.
When the rope inside my cabinet suddenly fall
and my brain cells start screaming to try it on.
When I saw a car driving at 120kph
and my feet itches to stop it.
When I saw my brother's sleeping pills
and my throat yells to swallow it all.
Or when my eyebrow shaver waves at me
and my wrists want to be written at.
Forgive me if I told you not today.
When I saw my niece smiling at me
and I suddenly want to witness how she grows.
When I saw the sun shines the sky even in light of the storm.
When I feel so down but people start cheering me on.
Maybe 2 weeks from now.
I can finally agree.
But maybe not.
Oct 29, 2018
Oct 29, 2018 at 11:33 AM UTC
Dear God,
forgive me if I told you not today.
When the rope inside my cabinet suddenly fall
and my brain cells start screaming to try it on.
When I saw a car driving at 120kph
and my feet itches to stop it.
When I saw my brother's sleeping pills
and my throat yells to swallow it all.
Or when my eyebrow shaver waves at me
and my wrists want to be written at.
Forgive me if I told you not today.
When I saw my niece smiling at me
and I suddenly want to witness how she grows.
When I saw the sun shines the sky even in light of the storm.
When I feel so down but people start cheering me on.
Maybe 2 weeks from now.
I can finally agree.
But maybe not.
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