I should not
feel as lonely
as I do
But I am
as lonely
as I feel.
I should not
judge my being
on one boy
who does not
even see
who I am.
I should stop
thinking about
what would be
if only
the outside
did not lie.
And then I
will cease the search
for something
that is not,
was never,
even there.
Jan 1, 2013
Jan 1, 2013 at 9:49 PM UTC
I should not
feel as lonely
as I do
But I am
as lonely
as I feel.
I should not
judge my being
on one boy
who does not
even see
who I am.
I should stop
thinking about
what would be
if only
the outside
did not lie.
And then I
will cease the search
for something
that is not,
was never,
even there.
