we're desperate for connections
yet we build roadblocks of icy indifference
a challenge to see who cares enough
to knock down our walls of fear
substitute ***** of fluff for love
purring, licking, dependent lives
warm on our feet and toes as if
that could thaw our numb hearts
I found you, I see you, I challenge you
and at first you responded with joy
free from encumbrance of memories and pain
relieved to be breathing, to have life again
retreated now back into your world
where you think it's safe to hide
peeking out at me, beckoning 'come closer'
yet behind the glass you stay inside
I need you. I want you. I've said it plain
I throw myself into your walls, over and over
successfully you've built them even higher
closed off again from all desire
why is it now when you feel guilt?
as though I've had none all along
ignoring the knives that cut my soul
bleeding emotions through words and song
I'm desperate for your connection
the only one who's seen me truly
I've opened my heart, left my walls
waiting for you to return
May 18, 2012
May 18, 2012 at 10:57 PM UTC
we're desperate for connections
yet we build roadblocks of icy indifference
a challenge to see who cares enough
to knock down our walls of fear
substitute ***** of fluff for love
purring, licking, dependent lives
warm on our feet and toes as if
that could thaw our numb hearts
I found you, I see you, I challenge you
and at first you responded with joy
free from encumbrance of memories and pain
relieved to be breathing, to have life again
retreated now back into your world
where you think it's safe to hide
peeking out at me, beckoning 'come closer'
yet behind the glass you stay inside
I need you. I want you. I've said it plain
I throw myself into your walls, over and over
successfully you've built them even higher
closed off again from all desire
why is it now when you feel guilt?
as though I've had none all along
ignoring the knives that cut my soul
bleeding emotions through words and song
I'm desperate for your connection
the only one who's seen me truly
I've opened my heart, left my walls
waiting for you to return