I'm a wreck,
Torn apart by irrational emotions.
Longing for something
I thought I once had.
Living in a handful of past days
And dragging my feet into the future.
Ungrateful
And petty.
Why must you be so wonderful?
You never run out of magnificence,
And I can't seem to keep up.
And yet, you never leave me behind,
And it hurts to know,
That I am so plain, and boring,
And I just can't compete.
I love you even more,
Because you love me...
Even though
You deserve so much better than me.