That’s all I have, said Muriel,
The window, the sunlight, the
View of the city, the smell of
The room, the hardness of the
Chair on which I’m sitting,
Jack’s last words before he
Croaked, his final letters to
Her, hidden in a box beneath
His shoes and suits, and the
Photographs of us on our
Honeymoon where the smiles
Were and the laughter which
Didn’t last, and his record
Collection which I hated and
Will probably sell or destroy
Or give away to any sucker
Who’ll buy. This is all that’s
Left: the memories of summers,
The nights of love, the lies,
The cheating, the making up,
The echoes from walls of his
Reading aloud from the books
He wrote, the unforgettable
Time his daughter turned up
Whom he didn’t know he had
And didn’t want and who left
And drowned herself by jumping
From the bridge like Berryman
Did the same year and almost
The same place and I remember
Jack’s look of disbelief when
He heard the news, and this is
All I have: the scene and the
Sunlight and the moonlight
And stars and last time we
Made love on the bed in this
Room and sighs and moans
And the long cold afternoons.
Jul 3, 2017
Jul 3, 2017 at 3:32 PM UTC
That’s all I have, said Muriel,
The window, the sunlight, the
View of the city, the smell of
The room, the hardness of the
Chair on which I’m sitting,
Jack’s last words before he
Croaked, his final letters to
Her, hidden in a box beneath
His shoes and suits, and the
Photographs of us on our
Honeymoon where the smiles
Were and the laughter which
Didn’t last, and his record
Collection which I hated and
Will probably sell or destroy
Or give away to any sucker
Who’ll buy. This is all that’s
Left: the memories of summers,
The nights of love, the lies,
The cheating, the making up,
The echoes from walls of his
Reading aloud from the books
He wrote, the unforgettable
Time his daughter turned up
Whom he didn’t know he had
And didn’t want and who left
And drowned herself by jumping
From the bridge like Berryman
Did the same year and almost
The same place and I remember
Jack’s look of disbelief when
He heard the news, and this is
All I have: the scene and the
Sunlight and the moonlight
And stars and last time we
Made love on the bed in this
Room and sighs and moans
And the long cold afternoons.
