Am I okay with this harsh equilibrium?
Is that what I truly long for because I am too frightened to tip the scale in either direction?
You have brought me a terrifying joy, terrifying because I know that you could also destroy me, a pendulum’s edges are sharp indeed.
There are times of course when I wished for death,
To end my pain, and send the message that would never dawn on you.
Jan 16, 2020
Jan 16, 2020 at 11:55 AM UTC
Am I okay with this harsh equilibrium?
Is that what I truly long for because I am too frightened to tip the scale in either direction?
You have brought me a terrifying joy, terrifying because I know that you could also destroy me, a pendulum’s edges are sharp indeed.
There are times of course when I wished for death,
To end my pain, and send the message that would never dawn on you.