I'm fading away
Fading fast
Hoping I won't disappear
Into nowhere
Girls and ***
Lust and regrets
Drugs and coke
Drinks and rage
Are some things that I sink into
The sin that I own
I pray for it to wash away
Only to get ***** again
I pray for it to wash away
Get *****
Wash away
Get *****
Wash away
Get *****
Wash away
Get *****
Wash away
Get *****
Wash away
Get *****
Wash away
Get *****
Wash away
Get *****
Wash away
Get *****
Wash away
Get *****
Wash away
Get *****
Again
And again
And again
Finally can't get clean
Can't stop
Each day gets messier and messier
Filth protrudes in my fingernails
Filth protrudes inside my body
I don't want to get clean
I want to be messy
I want to be nasty
I want to be *****
I'm filthy and I love to be filthy
I feel sick
But I love it
I don't need saving
I don't need anybody or anything
I only need the filth
I can't live without the filth
I want to disappear in the filth
I want to go away in it
Nov 21, 2013
Nov 21, 2013 at 2:10 AM UTC
I'm fading away
Fading fast
Hoping I won't disappear
Into nowhere
Girls and ***
Lust and regrets
Drugs and coke
Drinks and rage
Are some things that I sink into
The sin that I own
I pray for it to wash away
Only to get ***** again
I pray for it to wash away
Get *****
Wash away
Get *****
Wash away
Get *****
Wash away
Get *****
Wash away
Get *****
Wash away
Get *****
Wash away
Get *****
Wash away
Get *****
Wash away
Get *****
Wash away
Get *****
Wash away
Get *****
Again
And again
And again
Finally can't get clean
Can't stop
Each day gets messier and messier
Filth protrudes in my fingernails
Filth protrudes inside my body
I don't want to get clean
I want to be messy
I want to be nasty
I want to be *****
I'm filthy and I love to be filthy
I feel sick
But I love it
I don't need saving
I don't need anybody or anything
I only need the filth
I can't live without the filth
I want to disappear in the filth
I want to go away in it